urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:karin_aikur I dream of not having to think for just a minute. Be free. karin_aikur 2008-10-01T01:03:26Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:karin_aikur:569 2008-10-01T01:03:26Z 2008-10-01T01:03:26Z The Kills- Sour Cherry <div style="text-align: center;"><em>What are you afraid of?</em></div><em>We're all afraid of something. Wether it's a spider or it's love.<br />Being afraid is part of what makes you human, but I hate it.<br />Being afraid doesn't let me move on from my past, and I can't lie, it hurts.<br />Trusting people is something that scares me. I was betrayed so many times that I'm not sure I can trust again.<br />I have a best friend, and she doesn't know the me, because I'm afraid to trust her. What if she's like the rest? What if she's not? I'm such a coward, but then again, I have a reason to be.<br />Recently I've been very nervous and stressed, partly about school, but not all of it is because of it.<br />I <u>DESPISE</u> being stressed partly because of something I don't know.<br />I love being alone and this year no one will leave me alone. <u>Motherchuckers</u> [Gossip Girl XD]<br />And yes, you guessed it, I'm afraid of Not being alone. Now you might ask who is afraid of not being alone? Me.<br />Why? Because when I'm not alone I can't have time to be with my thoughts and analize them.<br />Now you must be thinking I'm the weirdest person ever, I agree.<br />Don't get me wrong, I like my life but this year isn't the best. And it's graduation year so it's hectic.<br />Now, talking about love, I'm afraid of it too. Afraid I'll get too caught up.I don't have a boyfriend but it scares me too. <br />I'm afraid to dream but I love it. It makes me see everything in a different perspective and they dare me to try different things. Also, they are beautiful. <br /><br />But one last thing.<br /><br />How do you know who or what to trust?<br /><br /></em><div style="text-align: center;"><em>~Gaby</em></div>