What are you afraid of?
We're all afraid of something. Wether it's a spider or it's love.Being afraid is part of what makes you human, but I hate it.
Being afraid doesn't let me move on from my past, and I can't lie, it hurts.
Trusting people is something that scares me. I was betrayed so many times that I'm not sure I can trust again.
I have a best friend, and she doesn't know the me, because I'm afraid to trust her. What if she's like the rest? What if she's not? I'm such a coward, but then again, I have a reason to be.
Recently I've been very nervous and stressed, partly about school, but not all of it is because of it.
I DESPISE being stressed partly because of something I don't know.
I love being alone and this year no one will leave me alone. Motherchuckers [Gossip Girl XD]
And yes, you guessed it, I'm afraid of Not being alone. Now you might ask who is afraid of not being alone? Me.
Why? Because when I'm not alone I can't have time to be with my thoughts and analize them.
Now you must be thinking I'm the weirdest person ever, I agree.
Don't get me wrong, I like my life but this year isn't the best. And it's graduation year so it's hectic.
Now, talking about love, I'm afraid of it too. Afraid I'll get too caught up.I don't have a boyfriend but it scares me too.
I'm afraid to dream but I love it. It makes me see everything in a different perspective and they dare me to try different things. Also, they are beautiful.
But one last thing.
How do you know who or what to trust?
~Gaby
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